loading

zine ☆ publication ☆ storytelling

loading explores the internet as something never finished, always updating and always evolving. Rooted in my own relationship with technology, it traces a shift from the playful, open web of childhood to the more complex and curated digital spaces we move through today.

Positioned between archive and reflection, the project uses the zine format as both a storytelling tool and a way of making sense of lived experience. It builds on the idea of zines as personal records and cultural artifacts, where the act of making becomes a way of understanding memory, change, and identity over time. At its core, loading asks what it means to grow up alongside technology, how it shapes us, how we shape it, and how those early digital experiences continue to echo through the way we navigate the internet now.

the internet is always in progress

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the internet is always in progress .

Digital spaces will never truly finish. The internet is constantly updating, changing, and shaping how we see and use it. loading  reflects my own experience growing up online and moving through different versions of the internet over time.

memory vs observation

Each page/spread captures a feeling of being online, from more early playful internet use to more structured and curated digital spaces. The internet is both familiar and overwhelming, sometimes at the same time.

the internet as a lived space

I almost consider the internet a second home. It can be comforting, but it also brings a lot of anxiety, especially when I think about how it shapes my sense of self and self-perception. Can something be home and at the same time fill you with so much dread?